VonRay - The Letter lyrics

Seventeen nights and fourteen days
I spent time in a hollow cave on the lower east side�?�he lower east side
A long way back to your front door I stepped inside
And on the floor was a letter�??ust a letter
With my hands all wet I slowly bent
Had this twisted feeling inside my head
I didn抰 tell her厀here I was going
I never quite remember why I do the things I do
When I抦 sick and tired �?�or myself
She抯 the kind to sneak inside and twist your mind
You want to take a bite
But then you spit it out匢 spit it out again
On a solitary chair she placed in the corner
If I gather up the strength and get a little bolder
Will I open up? I抳e got to open up �?�his letter
Free me. It抯 not worth dying for. If I gave a little more would this be fine?
Tell me. What am I trying for?
You抳e already slammed the door and left me behind.

After counting all the words I felt your pain
But I had to sit down and read it again
To let it sink in. Did it sink in �?�t all?
It抯 hard to hold back this raging desire to light it all up
And sit by the fire and watch it burn�?�ut now the tables turn
The only way back to the way it began
Is to take another look and try to understand
See it through your eyes�?�ow I realize


It抯 been seventeen nights and fourteen days that I抳e been alone
So I thought I抎 write you a letter
Just a letter