Gundam Wing - Doukeshi- English lyrics
My night of solitude comes falling down
As if pouring down from the frozen crescent moon
My true heart, that was hidden behind a mask of tears and smiles,
Was somewhere, sometime, left behind.
I'm acting in the spotlight
The happiness I thought I had lost
The sadness I thought I had forgotten
I continue to act them out
Even if I'm tired of dreaming
Even if my love has been betrayed
I am a clown, with my empty heart,
Without even any memories,
Only looking on.
Soon I will walk out into the spotlight
Embracing the lies
Tonight, again, the curtain will rise.
I am lingering in the shadow of tears and smiles
My true heart is only painting over myself
I have been acting for so long
The happiness I was sure I had thrown away
The sadness I had locked away.
I create a smile and put it on.
The sensitivity of the children
Whose small eyes sparkle...
Before the accepting hearts
That would believe any invented thing
My mask crumbles and falls.
I am so inexperienced in being loved
I don't know how to give love, either.
A clown, that for just one sparkling moment
Felt something well up in his heart
And knew what it meant to cry...
A clown that knew what it meant to cry...