Gods Reflex - The Summer In Between lyrics

It was only a year ago or so it seems a year ago
When looking back to thoughts turned to popcorn games temptations turning heads
A year ago when it wasn't quite ridiculous to lie
It might have even been the truth i'm never sure about these things
Either way just a few miles back from a good sleep
I can't believe i couldn't see in that light why do i still insidt
On falling back on my own hindsight? but i miss it i still miss the
Truth how could i turn my back on my own slef since the last time
I said goodbye to what i knew it could give?
I still can't believe i haven't looked beyond it
When will i ever see myself again