Driving In Silence - I Learned Alot About Myself Tonight lyrics

I won't take my time coming over, I'm aware its late but its a lovely night, and I'm
feeling awful selfish. So inhale this with me. My stupid mouth goes on and on again.
You buy the drinks I'll let you watch me lose it all.What if we were both a little older,
your pool feels great and all I'm just scared of tryin. I'm afraid to fight the fight I
fought and be alright, cause I was never alright, and I will never be alright, sorry, get
out. Don't blame me, you were the last one talking. I'll be fine. As I sit across from you
and watch it all come down. I should have never said I loved you.