Dead Swans - I've Been Trying To Leave lyrics

I found myself sinking at the edge of this town, staring back with guilt I've held my breath for far too long, watery eyes, a mouth full of wounds, hopeful heart, I'll see you soon, and I will, because your everything to me, what once was fun and games was just the start of the biggest mistake I've repeated time and time again, and I kept asking when will it end this lifeless routine, I've spent four years lost with regret and I'm sorry to say communication has only felt like a choir since I found myself crumbling from the habits that stole, everything you expected from me, the warmth from your eyes, a parents dream, well I'm done with killing time and wasting nights through something that numbs me, you gave my life back.