Cio Cio San - Holding Back lyrics

She makes no difference to me
Yes she does
Why would I keep red cloth next to my pillow?

I promise myself but never follow through

And I have myself to blame for holding back... again.
Against the dart board I stand
With her face in the screen
And her back to me

I've gone this far too long
Don't get me wrong
It's fun
The game we play

And I should know by now from all my advice,
That I'm the one who needs the most.
I give my best but end up worse
And fix her keychain