Blatant Disregard - Tuesday lyrics

when will the sun come up again when will this misery end?
i look to the sky for an end to my pain but ...

god doesn't even know my name

there's always an obstacle in my way when i see a better day
sometime i feel like my life's a mind game but ...

maybe i'm the one to blame

i'm just a memory, these things you said to me
are just as meaningless as i am
self-ignorance took my self-confidence
now i hate what i've become (2x)

i'm living a lie, this is not who i am but sometimes i just can't accept where i stand
i'm bleeding inside can't you feel my cold hand , sometimes i just can't pretend i'm a man (2x)