Alaska Highway - Aesthetic lyrics

Seeking winter I have found
Something colder in my heart
Hope depleting as I pass
That which falls to pretend
Never effort to offend
But to restrain these dreams I am having

I can slip away right now
Take these thoughts upon myself
And like the world, I may end
For there is nothing left to defend
Press my face against the wall
Hide my eyes so you can't see
All the damage that you've done to me

Palest rain that touched my face
As I ran towards a cruel illusion
Hold this fragile thought in vain
That our future will not save us
Sleeping hell that wakes for me