A.F.I. - Self Pity lyrics

I'm always short on cash and my mind is in the trash
I can't find a way to get my head out of my ass
I'm getting skinny as a bone
'Cause I'm always stuck at home
I'm living my life all fucked up and alone
So once again
Alone in my room
My only apparent future is my unhappy doom
So I just whine all the fucking time
I'm hooked bad on caffeine
Unless I get it I'm mean
I can't remember last when I was chipper and clean
I'm going insane, all I do is complain
The only traits I show are depression and disdain
The girl I love is going away
There is no way that she'll stay
I don't know how I'm gonna live my life this way
Don't want to have to try
I'll just sit around and cry
Maybe, if I get lucky
I'll just fucking die